Gopis (in love with God)

My experience in the meaning of the title today

The first day I felt the pinch of this love almost impossible to describe, it was when I was aware that the extremely sweet and loving energy that suddenly had me wrapped up, could only be God. It was as if I realized that, in fact, I had always been looking for him in all relationships, in all activities, in everything that had been part of my life. I had the feeling of recognizing at that moment. I recognized the Father, the most intense and pure and generous love and all the that you can imagine.

At that time I was not aware of how long I had been looking for Him, because in this current life I had really been disappointed with the christian religion at a very young age; unconscious of spirituality up to 40 years; I declared myself totally agnostic. And … when I least expected …, this great love burst and all the doubts were scattered. This is how the most important things happen in our lives: “suddenly!” And I suddenly believed in Him.

This love looks a bit like the love we are used to experiencing, but while love for someone or for things lasts for a while (little), at least in the initial outburst, that Love in Capital also has a torn out bursting like worldly love but then becomes calm and constant; It is generous because it allows you to love everything else; it is detached because he has no jealousy; it is pure because you do not ask for anything in return, you give it everything without asking for it and you know that it will not enslave you; and it is always there when it is necessary.

I can not ask for anything more in life because having recovered Him, I have already obtained everything. There is a sentence that was recorded to me from a religious community called ” People of God” that reads as follows: “we can lose everything, except love.”I also make mine the phrase, because I have experienced this in all unpleasant situations that they have continued to come that, nothing can be overcome if this Company is next; the love of my life; the sought after love of all my previous lives and now back.